_the.Fiasco.of.Gaea._
eighteen years
of RESISTANCE
my emotions
are CONCEALED
my life
and my FATE
here
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_FiasKko_
ME
=Mattheus A. Mopera=
=18 gloomy years=
=May 25, 1988=
=Valenzuela City=
=Far Eastern University=
=AB Mass Communication=
HOBBIES
+writing+
+drawing+
+singing+
+acting+
+GMs+
+speaking+
FAVES
-Dan Brown
-Vanessa Carlton
-Rey Mysterio
-Dance Dance Maniax 2nd Mix
-Who's To Say
-Kara David
-Black
-Van Helsing
-English
-Cadbury
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
2006 fiascoi feel like i'm a complete fiasco. 2006 has been giving me the frustrations and rejections. it deeply hurts.
first, i really got disappointed after i was rejected in a play in our school. i gave my best for i immensely love acting. i often receive good remarks before when i act. but they just rejected me.
our p.e. class today, i think that i will fail this sem. table tennis is really tough. the effort being exerted just turns out nothing.
my heart possessor doesn't want any commitment. i really got hurt after hearing this though i initially told her that i'm not going court her or something.
i just received the good news today! everybody made it to the advocate excluding me! haha! i am a frustrated writer. well, my "talent" in writing just slapped me.
i got so offended, i just went to the chapel this morning to cry. i cried so hard, without knowing that i am being witnessed by a friend of mine - jhen. she comforted me. i felt awkward because i don't want others to see me whimpering. but i was hopeless to cease in an instant manner.
i also proved those who are concerned. i felt my real friends. i got disappointed to those who didn't care. somehow, i'm starting to know them better.
heart possessor just cried in sfc after our dismissal. she told me she's guilty. guilty because she knows that she's one of my frustrations. but i tried to tell her that i really don't believe that she severely damaged me, and fortunately, she opted to think in parallel with me.
this day is so gruesome. the rain continuously pours, and my woe incessantly destroys my life.
peace
1:05 AM
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