_the.Fiasco.of.Gaea._
eighteen years
of RESISTANCE
my emotions
are CONCEALED
my life
and my FATE
here
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_FiasKko_
ME
=Mattheus A. Mopera=
=18 gloomy years=
=May 25, 1988=
=Valenzuela City=
=Far Eastern University=
=AB Mass Communication=
HOBBIES
+writing+
+drawing+
+singing+
+acting+
+GMs+
+speaking+
FAVES
-Dan Brown
-Vanessa Carlton
-Rey Mysterio
-Dance Dance Maniax 2nd Mix
-Who's To Say
-Kara David
-Black
-Van Helsing
-English
-Cadbury
Saturday, July 22, 2006
the triad - pressure, escape and frustrationi was inspired to entitle this entry this way because of the lesson that we tackled in communication. the triad. but i have a different perspective in interpreting this term. if sir joeven has the power, culture and communication perception, well, i have this queer belief in this - pressure, escape and frustration.pressure - no doubt, this is all about the preliminary exams, Thank GOD it's over. some we're tough, some were just a piece of cake (joke!). seriously, the exams we're challenging. especially english. whoa. the uncertainty. the nosebleed. haha! well, p.e. was physically challenging, well, i just hope that i exerted sufficient effort for that. escape - tomorrow, things will really unwind me from the pressure and from the frustration that i'm going to tackle next. we're going to watch cinemalaya at ccp. of course, this is because of the persuasive influence of tin, but of course, we still personally crave to witness that stunning event. also, vhaine's debut will happen tomorrow, it's so exciting. i am one of the 18 roses (together with myk and frank), and also, the much-awaited presentation of our very own version of breaking free that shall doom the celebration tomorrow. hehe. goodluck to all of us!frustration - acting rejected me. writing rejected me. singing rejected me. speaking rejected me. what's next? drawing? better prepare for that. i don't know the reason why. many people people keep on telling me that i am 'talented.' when i was in high school, i often enter in some organizations and receive remarks that relate my talent in writing, drawing, speaking, acting, or singing. i was too overwhelmed during those times. the inspiration i cast towards others, the trust that i received from them. it was immensely celestial. but today, i could not even acquire sufficient contentment that regards these things. people around me today always get disappointed. i am always neglected. well, i'm starting to ask GOD why. what have i done? i tried to flourish His gifts, i tried to share it to others, i tried everything just for Him not to take it away from me. i am severely damaged. though not obvious, i'm genuinely wrecked. i don't know if there are still any talent in my veins. my talent in drawing still remains, question, when will it be taken from me? i know that GOD has a reason for these, but i just couldn't adjust that rapid.well, that's the triad. three main points of my life that i have to deal today. three main points.
peace
4:17 AM
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